I am still in the land of the living.
So much to post about, but tonight I dont have the energy.
tonight, I am having one of those nights where I feel totally and utterly depressed.
I shouldnt feel this way.
Yet I feel there is no way out.
I will be less cryptic in my next message, but I just had the need to write to tonight. To maybe feel not quite so alone.
Im over tired, I know this and hopefully a good nights sleep will make things easier.
But right now, I have to be strict with myself and get my meds done.
Tomorrow is a new day and hopefully it will be less emotionally draining.
Hi Kim, I'm still reading your posts and still thinking about you. I have no right to be depressed, but it's just one of those things. I keep writing posts and then not publishing them, as I'm sick of hearing myself moaning! and saying I'm gonna change.
ReplyDeleteI have no idea how you find the strength to cope with a tenth of what you go through, really. I hope you feel a little better tomorrow, I've nothing useful to say really, just to let you know I'm still here, ever amazed by you. Sending love to you x