he didn't understand how much a father could love his child.
Holly said there was a wide, wide heaven beyond everything we knew; where there was no cornfield, no memory, no grave... but I wasn't looking beyond yet, I was still looking back.
I was in the blue horizon between heaven and earth. The days were unchanging and every night I dream the same dream. The smell of damp earth. The scream no one heard.But apart from those type of moments, it was a good film.
Anyway, got home from that totally exhausted, did what I had to do on the net and then went to bed. Where I spent the next 2 hours coughing away, and because I got a coke in the movies needed to go the loo at like stupid oclock and then woke everyone in the house up at 6 with yet another coughing fit.
Dad forgot that I went shopping with mum so he woke me up nice and early so I could get my nebs and stuff in before going out with her grrrr.
Needless to say I had something to eat and went back to bed, where I slept through till mum woke me again at 3 for my tea.
So I thought I better put some physio/exercise in this evening as I have done nothing all day, but I couldnt keep up. So I ran a couple of extra nebs and ended up coughing so much I nearly puked. Lovely. After that I didnt feel much like going back to exercise.
Fun day huh.
I need more sleep. And I mean the good quality sleep, not the type you wake up coughing and aching from. My neck and back are majorlily starting to feel the strain.