The last few days have been a roller coaster of emotion that I am only just beginning to come down from. I feel that I have been balanced on a needle point, starring into the abyss.
Pure fear and exhaustion is only just leading me to review my stand on things and is leading me to question everything.
What I'd risk, and how much an I prepared to risk in hopes of small gains.
I have a lot of choices to make over the next few weeks, one that could change everything. But right now, my nerves are raw, my heart heavy and my head Cloudy. As my body recovered from a new round of torture and I examine what is left of my soul. I have to wonder. will it all have been worth it in the end.